I guess I shouldn't really care but I do

There are tymez that in amongst it all there are hours I review the week gone by and wonder, why did I do that? Why did I spend my hard gained funds for nothing? And why push something that simply is just not attainable? Case-n-point, the crew at the RK, is wondering why keep pushing for anything beyond what we already have media wise? Then I think hmmm if we don't do it who the hell will? In these dayz of a shrinking dollar if you even can rustle up a dollar , expanding on anything or doing anything many say just wait. The problem is that if you wait until the economy rebounds we just might not get what we need for the prices we need and can get now. The RK along with the other siblings of the KOA just have not been growing at the rates they did once. Membership while stable is not advancing like it should and most of that is due to being off most people's radar, including those that the RK was constructed to serve. Trucker TV is needed but without being one of the penus smootchers of years gone by, like England Frieghtways amongst others who can leverage vendor dollars, yet I think with a concentrated push we can get something up. I took a leap forward on that this past week,and feel motivated , but I'm also skiddish at the same time. In my next entry I'll explain more but know this we are off on a great ride. Stay tuned.